IS SHE OUT THERE

Looking past my backyard

across busy streets

beyond flowing bodies of waters

crossing borders of distant lands

skipping across the equator

and facing the back of my head

I'm in search for her

looking for that sign of deliverance

praying on that blessing

hoping to to wake up with one rib less than I went to sleep with

Is she out there

should I continue my mental voyage

for closure to a long awaited search

that my heart beated in pounding communication

a distress signal of wanting

a silent whistle for the needing

will love answer my cry

and come to my place

surround my space

and call my foundation her new home

Is she listening

Without talking and speaking in silent prayers

I reach to the highest maker

to take a hand full of sand

mixed with my donated rib

and your now here for me to wake up to

to be ideal with on her own mind

to know her role by compromise

to save my soul from fading

recessatate my heart from flat lining

Is she searching too

The day I was born, I was born for you

not by arrangements

some kind of ritual or engagement

I mean we were born for one, individually in two

as I dream,

I hope your dreaming

when I pray

I know your praying

when I love

you are already in love

when will this dream end

the day I pull you out of subconsciousness

like Freddy

and make a dream come true

it is

it always, was you

Still straing into nowhere

hoping to snap out into somewhere

and distorted visions becoming clarity

because I see you here......

By LeRoy Goetzendanner