Pen is mightier than the sword

Pen is mightier than the sword
Writing what I think, before I say it!

Monday, January 24, 2011

DETERMINING WHO I AM...........

Determining who I am


I was hours from entering a world from being a God spirit
To an embryo of post mortal un-determined sex in a membership
I ask not to join this world while my religion was sacredly announced sinnerism!
That’s all of our religions before we are baptized in a world made of sin
I gave my mom pains in extremities
Where Tylenol was the strongest drug
Epidurals’ were not quit a good remedies
My fluid sealed eyes saw brightness emerged in my 9 month rental
The opening got wider while I starting moving away from my encased center
It got cold
I felt touches of instruments (hands) holding me
I heard voices in cheers
My mothers tears
And one deep voice announcing me
But there were other voices before He
Less than minutes in the world, and there were titles already giving to me
His name is:
Hustler
User
Pedophile
Accuser
Womanizer
Abuser
Rapist
Loser
Alcoholic
Homeless
Unemployed
Life sentenced
Trigger man
Nigger man
My nicca man
Abandon father man
Armed robbery in the plans
DAYUMM!!!!
I got all these names before given my government
I was already destined for failure before I became an establishment
You are judged way before anyone knows you
Your color stepping in a room already has people accusing you
A demon before baptism
And even after you’re taken in by the Lord
The devil still got a hold of your hand
June 17th this year I would have survived all obstacles of 39 years of life
While other are still coming up with excuses for their life
Accusing others while you don’t have a good life
Grew up in the projects
And still went to college
Got caught up in selling and smoking coke and herb shit
Now I find cures through rare herbs
Smoking, long time I quit that shyt
ITS UN BELIEEEEV ABLE
But believe me I survive
Survived the turmoil’s of living when even your villages teachings was a lie
I’ll get pass this
Yeah I got passed it
Now its time to me to pass the pen that was blessed to me
For a new artist can take over, poetry they can grasp it
I know what I am through the spirit long before conception
I accepted this
I’m a poet
And I eat sleep, live die and digest this
I know who I am……………..do you?

BY LeRoy Goetzendanner

2 comments:

  1. Nice nice....You touch on so many topics here...Great how you pulled it all together....Raw it is :)

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  2. Wow! This was rt on time...I feel old saying that lls but....I def know who I am....n hopefully the rest of the wrld figures out who they are. you killed this :)

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