CHASING SILHOUETTES MIRAGES

Just a crack of light
Plays stop light for spot lights to my-
Mirages of you in the darkness
Ace metric times dimensions
Where this science of mathematical equations...
JUST DON'T ADD UP
Synchronizing sways in calisthenics contortion
She is my private dancer in shadows
A skin tone in color darkness
My last memory of envisioning her
While using my sixth sense
Perform my ability of using egress with deep breaths
to trace her movements, smells and taste
From my up and personal assigned front row seat
As close as her body heat from her nakedness
So she can perculate bodies waist to my face
She uses shear cloths as sheets of clothing
to disguise my wanting to identify her body parts
When she is swaying in body arts
Making me sit still while standing happens to my private parts
A militant at attention for this Captain
I'm just a private, revealing the attentiveness of my privates-
during this private preview of her privately dancing-
against my private so this private can unveil his standing- private parts
A ghostly entity all over me
Her verses the open window while wind blow
all this teasing from both airs, is BLOWING me
Showing me what the peeping lights are allowing me to see
A night view, in see thru,
This performing silhouette of SHE
Am I wrong to want to unbound my binding
and touch her while she's grinding
skin so close in my face its enough for body feathering
Her mounds of pointing tips
while my tip responds to her gyrating
Embarrassed because I'm rising
She paid into this stock
I paid for this LOVERS ROCK by the block
Her investments alongside and inside my pants leg
is slowly rising
A red face I can no longer keep hiding
This dark shadow is so bright,
its blinding
Gagged from speaking or asking her name
I used my mental thoughts to delegate her frame
Her grand finale in dips, bends and bounce
Was given silent applause with standing ovation
this situation, glamouring dances with persuasion
to the one audience member she was truly dancing for,
While raising his Rhythm nation.
CHASING SILHOUETTE MIRAGES

~TNW~
 

MY FRIEND FIRST

You are my friend
Majestic is our friendship
Justifiable, because we are more than a reason
Grateful, to have you as my friend in my corner
You are the gift that keeps on giving
Every Spoken Speech, Speaking to be said,
You are Speaks,
I'm just merely words
Until our poetic souls met first
So these Host to Co-host could meet in a Spoken World
We,
Be universal sooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuullsss
without the circus
Conjunctions on this Train FUNKSHUN
but we're not Don Cornelius,
brutha's and sistahs are you hearing this
The tongue-twistn-dedication
when I Speaks in Twists....
WORD!!!!! 
She is more than Free Flow,
She be Free like SPEAKS
but we Got Soul
Yes glow like Jerry Curls from Afro's
Or Leroy, When he discovered his was the dragon
Not bragging
But My Speaks,
When She speaks
She brings good writes to LIFE
but only from the mind
Speaks be preaching through free style teaching
got closed minds expanding
Now,
let me bring it back down to for second
the reason for poetic message
She is.......MY FRIEND FIRST
The love, the laughter even when friends hurts
The longest relationship I ever have since birth
Speaks is butter
trust me when I say, "I know your worth"
and From that Verse
She's Elbow Fly
My girl/guy fly
but WE stay align
with a FLY that comes first
this shit comes naturally for us
that take others time to DRESS REHEARSE
I'm the swearing every time we curse
Looking and sounding this good,
has to be a Curse in a Good/bad book verse
Unlicensed to speak legally
My Word, I word things properly
I'm the writes in this poetry 
She's the hype when my pen speaks silently
She is my 20 Fonts,
when my 10 fonts speak softly
She will LOUD Speaks,
When others try to over speak her SPEAKS
And if you know better
She out speaks you outta your seats
until her preaches in speeches
speaks to you back into your seats
GO ON PREACH
In flows that go
where no man has gone before
The voice you will hear coming through
and leaving out Cheerz door
The MC, The Host, and the "I love you" from the floor
UP to no good
We knock on Wood when we say
That, Spoken World is nothing without you
Tuesdays is just a passing day without you
Smiles of the day would stay
50 shades of frowns
Love wouldn't be around
Lessons wouldn't be found
without a MJGeeeezus
in this TOWN
because
You are my FRIEND FIRST
and for that, God has blessed me
with a true FRIEND FIRST
I would trade this day
and our meeting moment for a poetic verse
You are my friends with a healing
until our friendship in happiness hurts
Cause
You, MJG SPEAKS
My Significant Never
My Rib, but not my Eve
My Girl but not my girl and she knows why
you are
MY FRIEND FIRST,

~TNW

CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE

I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
I mean
I want to approach her
and ask her name all over again
Get to know her like ...
I don't know anything about her
Admire her from a far
like its the first time seeing her
She gets me excited and calm
at the same time
Just don't tell her
That,
I GOT A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE and sometimes
I have urges to cheat on her...
for her alter ego
That other side
that's deep inside......of her
The one that don't come out
until love brings it out of her
I even get erected........SPIRITUALLY
when her spirit is around me
Don't know how long I've been searching
but in the lost and found is where I found "WE"
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
I often dream of her with me
when she's with me
I smile wide as if its the first hello-
every time
I kiss her like our first kiss
hug her
like I don't want her to leave
Not being funny
I almost asked her to "MARRY ME" before she got the chance to know me
I don't have asthma
or problems breathing
But air becomes thick
I quickly get sick
When my air, her air
temporary leaves me.....
I thought she was a wanting
but this addiction is now a needing
and yes I'm greedy
To be in Love with this Love I love
tends to make me needy
But that's because
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
Take away my eye sight
and its her I'm still seeing
Mute me to death
Her sounds I'm still hearing
Paralyze me from the waist down
and still
her touches I'm feeling
My emotions got feelings on feelings
She my intellectual healing
I can barely walk to greet her
I'm always bowing or kneeling
Cause
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
and I wouldn't change this crush
unless its a upgrade to being in love
with my crush

~TNW

RIGHT ONE (FUTURE)

Love at first sight
Blinded eyes see right
Excitement is not expressed
All calm, suggest this happiness
I felt your energy through the window
I smelled your oils, when door opened slow
We smiled long before greeting
We hugged in hello's during our meeting
If blushing smiles was designer clothes
Right now,
We wear it well
First impressions is everything
So our first time meeting
I didn't come empty handed
12 Yellow steams to highlight friendship
This indicated the beginning of my courtship
This poem could end with a happy ending
Our love story is TWO-WE-CONTINUE
Concluding me writing poems
So that our life of Love Poems are living beginnings
RIGHT ONE.....

~TNW

UNTITLED

(Teaser..)
Do you mind if I stare?
looking into your eyes
to see if my reflection is there...
I can actually see you seeing me
and how you see me
So when you ask if I look at other women
I do take glimpses quickly
but all I see is your face and smile
on them
I can't help if its my eyes on you I'm envisioning

You got a hold on me like sinus cold on me
trying to find one moment
our eyes and hands aren't locked to each other
Like Karen and David B
bonded together like bible scriptures
We are the perfect picture
We have more love for each other
then Facebook likes on ratchet pictures
A perfect line to a endless love story
His and Hers poetry in motion
through written potions and elixirs
Are poise is captured on fixtures
Match made in evenly yokes
We are the ideal mixture
You seen us
Hastags ‪#‎Mizzess‬ and ‪#‎Mistah‬
We are on the universes "SPACEBOOK" status
A rapture in still pics made for viewers to capture
Do you mind if I love you
I mean fall in love with you
before you feel this feeling
My heart will already surrender to you
I mean I'm literally handing it to you
like it belong to you before I knew you
It chose you before I made plans too
and Its true
I'm just a host that surrounds this organ
that plays Zulu beats for you
I continue to cook up good love
until my name, signed with love
is the only thing you will preview
on my hearts menu
All healthy choices you see
Gluten free
Lactose free
and for those who throw salt on good love
Our love is Cholesterol and Sodium free
Its me NUMPSY...
I'm the chosen one..........to be continue
~TNW

WALL OF EMOTIONS.................~TNW

I signed off on a building plan
which was not exactly my plan of building
but a plan for a foundation that "I"
would continuously build towards building
It started when I applied for this position
With my intentions speaking in vision
"DEDICATED LIFE WORK, WITH NO QUITIN"
Day one
Showing my interest in the position
by putting passion in this position
to make this a goal for position
and not be put in a position to have me
DOING positions
I'm a worker in progress
and I progress when I'm tasked for work
Doing hard work brings soft rewards
So pain, sweat and tears
ain't nothing
because sometimes,
reaching goals.......tend to hurt.......SO GOOD
And I work for success
See goals are just levels
and I plan to surpass them......and then some
Each accomplishment will be with accomplishments
about accomplishments towards more accomplishment
Truth is
there is no greater reward
then to see your employer happy
so that brings me happiness
Week 9 day 18
My employer.......was impressed
not only did I started working with no stress
but From My presentation, to
My demonstration was so on key-
during the first meeting
I came prepared, equipped
and I might say
Dress to impress
Things progress
I became the main employee in the workforce
30 days in,
I was employee of the month
and my employer continued to bathe me with gratitude
bringing my future with endless measurements-
in Longitudes and latitudes
but every great path....has a fork in it
and that's when I ran into the basements management-
"THE SERPENT"
78 days in
A glitch was found in the matrix
My programs was caught doing play tricks
not even close to May yet
Confronted on my work being dumb and founded
that my all my credits were lost
in a one day of broken commitments
I crashed to floor holding my PDA and Tablet
scrolling through my notes of "TO DO's and NOT TO DO's"
prescribed in black and white
by my employers "COMMANDMENTS"
but I got side track by side tricks
Sent secretly by "THE SERPENT"
They knew they saw a problem within me
good deeds brought to the employment
they immediately needed squashed that
Repenting is my punishment
My apologies are analogies to Sorry
My employer wasn't trying to hear it
Crushed on expectations that I could been "A PARTNER"
in this industry
but I was in da streets
conducting side hustles and putting my work in da sheets(Blank papers)
Thinking that staying faithful to my passion of employment
wouldn't bring me heat
And I was right
because things didn't get hot
it dropped to Artic Cold
Darkness clouded my light
and fulfillment was opened by a "BLACK HOLE"
and the fertile ground I walk on
is nothing but infected holes
Now I walk with shovels
Because my pen signed off my rights in writes
There isn't enough ink to fill in the blanks of hurt
and all my work
is treated like child's play
every mistake is played in repeat
because rewind and fast fwd buttons don't exist for me
A mistake was made
now I'm sentenced to wearing hurt on my sleeve
because my heart said I couldn't be saved 
and it was too worn out to be worn
that I rather trade in good work
to a life of living as a slave
And now
I stand before a wall of emotions
that I didn't build
but contribute stones and bricks too
knocking down blocks one by one
as the height of the wall continues....
To climb.......
So high......
That it will block my faith in the sky
That, it took away the faith in my eyes
and I slowly die
swinging this emotional sledge hammer to reach
the accomplishment of reaching that goal
Recapturing my interest....and
Winning my blessings
to have the emotions that once was before me
that is now sitting behind the "WALL OF EMOTIONS"

~TNW

IN LOVE WITH BEING IN LOVE

Her only make up, is melanin
Brown foundation without additives to this preservative
Physique is made up from the High up...
home grown, from good eating and healthy awareness
Her locks, are combed with sun
moisturized by the rain
She don't need hair salons,
her hands conditioned and styled her mane
I stare into eyes that are contact(s) beautiful
No inserts
but they go from Dark brown to hazel
When solar rays wave at her vision
Her top half is sculpted cups of nurturing
The only time the letter D is a grade A
and its by the laws of the world
she has to cover up
those beautiful cups
in solitary confinement to undergarments
liars to where gravity has rest her chest
Her back side
the perfect wide
from dips in smalls
to plumpness of round
Creating a shadow from cuffs under back of legs
She stands in knocked knee, pigeon toed and bow legs
and she got them long legs
that makes dresses knee length
thigh high
Beauty marks and stretch marks
are her only tattoos
Piercings are tribal
She is eye catching through the spiritual
So Holistic, its energetically immortal
My dark crystal in Amethyst
Her energy is my warmth and cool
Our energy is aligned by Chakra
Eyes wide open don't sleep to her,
I fall into meditating deeps with her
Doing drugs aren't our bad habits
but we get high of clearing minds
through spirits and not drinking spirits
Reiki attunement...
Our scents are incense, aromatic candles and
the waving of Sage heals are minds
We fruitful
Living vegans in vegetated state
Not bionic but we are probiotic
Finally,
I found the missing link
to my bones structures missing piece
My reason to be a King now that I found my Queen
Loneliness is not an option
just time off from a relation career
I'm finally whole like milk
fulfilled in spirit
And in love again, with being in love...

~TNW

MAKE HER........(For my FUTURE)

Make her… (FUTURE)

 

Make her…..
Feel special

that every word is for her

and that actions walk beside her

that every compliment is your hearts original- poem.
That you are a one woman man

and every woman you see

is her in vision

Show her you’re attentiveness

You’re a good man that listens…..to her needs, a good listener when she speaks

that every thought is her and her only

That she is your pace maker-

To your life line

That life line is your love line

And her in your life,

Keeps you alive

She’s your prescription glasses

That give you sight

Because even in the blind,

all you see is her

Insure her that there are only two- women in your contacts list

and that's her and your mom

That She is your friend

Your best friend

That special friend

That she is your spiritual-

Before your physical

Mental then emotional

Your bible scriptures and your commandments

She is that one and only

So special is she

So special to me

So especially MINES

She is special and we are SPECIAL together

 

 

Make her...

 

Feel wanted

No, In fact

Make her feel needed

that a second out of her presence is forever

A blinking of your eyes

is a missed vision

and when hands aren’t holding

is not enough touching

and not holding her

is too much distance between you two

Out her presence,

you feel non-existence

Trying make sense out of this nonsense

But keep coming up to her with change

Equally yoked with future tense

Her presence is a present

Prayers answered in blessings

Our subliminal love thang

With messages

Let her know…..

That holding on to her

is like holding on to life

That letting go is not option

Nor is it a word and phrase in your LOVE- THESAURUS

Want her for a need

Because wanting her is just needless

YOU NEED HER because of you’re just plain greedy of her goodness

 

Make her.....

 

Feel loved

I mean with flowers

and forehead kisses

Chocolates for sweetness

Providing good love for healthiness

And Say what you mean

Actions show,  you mean this

Place sticky notes on all mirrors

Including side mirrors, rear view mirrors

and yes

The visor mirror when she is checking herself

with the phrase “I LOVE YOU”-

in your BIGGEST font writing styles

and write it with RED CRAYON

Make sure both O's have smiley faces or hearts in them

Sign it with XOXO's with them

Every loving exchange is JUST BECAUSE

Because you ran out of reasons long ago

And your Excuses

That’s because “JUST BECAUSE” is better in every SEASON

Text her after she leaves

Call her while in-boxing her

saying I LOVE YOU simultaneously

Take off early to get home early

Have her bath water ready

Have her dinner ready

Let her have no work to come home to

Just good loving and SOUL FOOD

Rub her shoulders

Then massage her back

Rub her feet and toes

Then kiss her neck

Scribe I LOVE YOU with your tongue

Hold up one finger, point to her

and SCREAM........YOU ARE MY ONE

Take SELFIES of USIES

Then store it and save it

Make her your Default Call pic

Your screen saver pic

Wall paper to a life saver pic

Make her name, all your pass codes

And her voice, your ring tone

Because saying her name

Comes with a ring on

 

Make her know for once

She is Queen

That she is a Queen

What she means to you

without you ........MAKING HER.........

 

~TNW