CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE

I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
I mean
I want to approach her
and ask her name all over again
Get to know her like ...
I don't know anything about her
Admire her from a far
like its the first time seeing her
She gets me excited and calm
at the same time
Just don't tell her
That,
I GOT A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE and sometimes
I have urges to cheat on her...
for her alter ego
That other side
that's deep inside......of her
The one that don't come out
until love brings it out of her
I even get erected........SPIRITUALLY
when her spirit is around me
Don't know how long I've been searching
but in the lost and found is where I found "WE"
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
I often dream of her with me
when she's with me
I smile wide as if its the first hello-
every time
I kiss her like our first kiss
hug her
like I don't want her to leave
Not being funny
I almost asked her to "MARRY ME" before she got the chance to know me
I don't have asthma
or problems breathing
But air becomes thick
I quickly get sick
When my air, her air
temporary leaves me.....
I thought she was a wanting
but this addiction is now a needing
and yes I'm greedy
To be in Love with this Love I love
tends to make me needy
But that's because
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
Take away my eye sight
and its her I'm still seeing
Mute me to death
Her sounds I'm still hearing
Paralyze me from the waist down
and still
her touches I'm feeling
My emotions got feelings on feelings
She my intellectual healing
I can barely walk to greet her
I'm always bowing or kneeling
Cause
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ONE I LOVE
and I wouldn't change this crush
unless its a upgrade to being in love
with my crush

~TNW