P-VITE

Purple satin sheets

Matching purple towels

With lavender baths

Jasmine, vanilla and Kush smoke

Fitted nightie, above knees

With purple slide on high heels, with open toes

Wine flavored black and mild smoke

One wine glass Goblet for two, sweet taste of Moscato

my hands catching your secreting, your hands on my throttle

Surround sound playing DVD, "Love Jones"

Reciting pieces with our flickering tongues

Muscle throbbing through fitted,

Blood flowing, total strain, pre-Cuming

Open window during pouring rain

hollowing winds making candle flames wave

blue light will high light our silhouette

bonding, thrusting and grinding

intertwine like pretzels

passion, purple passions

releases of screams in purple tears

two bodies numb

laid in soils passed out from the actions

This is a P-vite,

Except it and let us be this poem!

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

CLOSURE.........30/30 (NPM)

I've traveled many roads but this one was the hardest
30 days of full time thinking,
this must be the true spirit of a poet
Everything from new titles,
exclusively incorporating new words and phrases
development of inspirational messages
reigniting the fire in mics and stages

these are my personal chapters
comprise from sentences, paragraphs to form pages
the results
you learning me
in turn
I'm learn myself
not just another poet
another poem
another book added to some library's shelf
I become a poetical help
a GPS guidance to literature's renovation
My thoughts are the ideas
the pen is the implemented plantation
spoken word births a NEW WORD nation
self creation
based on revelations
a title is a piece initiated on a first brick to foundation
a poem is a listeners vision from his/her salvation

so in conclusion
I've written to satisfy my releases in vented pieces
created entries for a hard back, no longer holding back
these are my thoughts, views, ideas and feelings
My ash Wednesday to Palm Sunday
our 30 day fasting
Last line
ending thought from one mind
I close this piece with Peace
a book composed
as the book unfolds
this piece will close
with my mind finding.............CLOSURE!

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

40/40............29/30 (NPM)

4:30am-1:00pm break in between
3:00pm-11:00pm this is my Monday thru Friday routine
When do I have time to sleep
socializing, is it a possibility
probably not!

Government civil service  in the day
I'm a provided staffer at night
8 plus 8 equals 16
the story of my life

Is it greed?
Of course it is
A want or a need?
A little of both
see I want to keep myself busy
I need to earn more money
Primary job is not quite doing it
plus I'm working on my business degree

Its almost the hustle you find in the DMV
everything is business before fun
networking by the time the conversation is done
but with me
it has no substance, all these years and very little goals
more money leads to yearly owing of taxes
for this
I have nothing to show
I have retirement plans
savings plans
but my savings and checking accounts
verbally say, " you have nothing man"

So I am back where I stand,
well sitting right now
let us equate?
so that's two 40's
not the drinking bottles
the two 8 hours times 5 days
to get me????

That's right!!!

Absolutely nothing!

See the money I thought I could have left over
has become many of my billing plans roll over
extra money to pay off taxes that in fact
I pay all year
extra change to get back and forth to my Job(s) and place
and petro $3.91 for regular so I'm slowing one in a losing race
minus these amounts to the cost of eating
amount of living
wasted cost of driving
and total sum from two incomes
NOTHING
now that's an invested outcome.

Stuck on 40/40

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

DON"T KNOW WHO I AM..........28/30 (NPM)

Introducing??????
Sitting there looking stupid
cause right about now
my mind is silenced
not comprehensive to what I'm suppose to respond when...
they call on me
introduce me as:
Tre
Twist
Twistnwords
TTNU
LeRoy
leroy
Gman
Mr Goetzendanner
who eles
what else
stop it
stop please, stop it
hearing all the names at the same time
but WHO AM I?
a man born with four names before ending it with the third
started writing with little time to recite my shyt
gave me the name of Tongue twist n U,
than left the scene wrapped myself in a cocoon and became twist n words
but
WHO AM I?
making love to my woman I always want to hear her call my name
but I use so many different names I dont know what to hear
she calls me by my nick name
I get confused,
forgetting WHO AM I
jump up say,
"who is this dude"?

Senarios next past two
at a spoken word spot
the place was madd packed
the poets was so hot
13 on the list
not sure who or what name I wrote
next poet going once,
going twice
up next is the feature poet
my homies looked at me
like dude why didn't you jump on stage
looking in confussion, they didnt call my name
but they did,
Who am I?

Copyrights application to set my name in stone
ready to drop this book of emotional 30 day pieces
I had this all done on my own
First I had to put my name
include all information, when, what and where is the place
finally at then I had to sign my name
push the button for send
but the process wouldn't begin
they said resend
the names dont match
I looked up
then down
as I was stuck on that
not sure now which name I'm going to be submitting
government, nickname, or the stage name when I'm spitting
so I re-did the app
and put all names that applied
got the title for the copyrights
now the book name has changed
and it was called
WHO AM I?????

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

POSITIONS.......27/30 (NPM)

Come through the door
no need for announcements
my clothes are half way off
barge into the room and rip yours off
Don't need your conversation
just your waist to my face
and my waist you'll be facing
oral fixating
rewarded with facial fellatio presentation
yeah I know I'm being nasty
lets get past that
licking aggressive says, " can I get that'?
no need to answer
whine your body while its suspended in the air
show me you're a Jamaican dancer
I feast, lick, suck, finger and pull on it
you go deep poll I feel your throat on it
loud suctions, heavy secreting,
moaning in ungrateful prayers, "oh Jesus",
I can't stop eating this
at the tip of climax
I throw you back upon the head
crawled down your body continue to feast between legs
suffercating, your thighs squeezing my head
position my body with a pointed tool at you
gyrating my waist all over you
flipped me over
you on top of me with aggression
inserted me into your tightness
taking all in your possession
no time for recession
my muscle gets wider to every stroking
hands embedded skin on hips
body ark in the direction of eyes rolling
positions you only see in porno's
Karma Sutra has not scribed on lines
pumpin in awkward set ups
you riding with my legs up
side ways with you in L shape leg ups
no time for us to let up
wind blowing breeze through window
as air lays cold to all our exchange in fluids
we keep doing it until rawness
it makes it hurt so good
exploding in releases that can cause a tears to fall
laying there paralyze, with blank stares in our eyes
heavy breaths is all that is left of us
as we laid in soiled sheets
wind blows harder while window blinds slaps against pane
like applause in a concert hall
at least 11 positions
each serving less than 7 minutes per stroking
trying to say something in gratitude for what happen
but mind is trying to figure out what did happen
to weak to move
legs are shaking with little juices running from you
dehydrated from yelling, biting and sucking our flesh away
barely made it out of this dream,
punctuality was cheap, arrived at work late
the point is..
We will do it again, as soon as we ease last nights pain

F it,
lets get back to 20 more positions, as soon as I walk through
the door way...

POSITIONS

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

MISS-COMMUNICATION...................26/30 (NPM)

Trying to walk around with a straight face
but its hard to carry on when there is something MISS-placed
I found about it early this morning
sometime during the drive at work
looking for the sounds I live for
the kind sounds birds make when waking up
So I started to play with her like normal
get her ready for today actions
but she ignored me
didn't respond to me
whats the meaning of her work she is lacking

so I chilled for a minute
took deep breaths and held her close
ignoring the fact she wasn't working with me
so I belayed my last
delayed this recent act
pump up the volume and looked ahead
she really got me trippin the head
My friends warned me about this day
said you couldn't last a minute
without her in your face
even my female friends start trippin
said I can't go nowhere,
with anyone
without her with me

I'm trying to figure out what made her disconnect
was it too much exposure
not enough space and too much closure
I know it wasn't disrespect
cause everyone know, she will never feel neglect
Then it dawn me
Maybe I used her up
maybe she was exhausted
and just given up
I was stuck
really stuck on stupid
I fell in love with her
well before being struck by arrows from cupid
man this is stupid
think, man think
then I came across this weird sync
some man on the voicemail
gave me this link
HE said, " the subscriber you are trying to call
is unavailable, please hang up and try your call again.
Shocked
displaced
Miss-placed
disconnected
no reception
the end point
PAY YOUR CELL PHONE BILL.......

BY LeRoy Goetzendanner

GIFTED BEYOND BEING SPECIAL....25/30 (NPM)

Gifted beyond being special

This is for the wonderful kids and people born with a gift like no other.

They are not special, they are just gifted beyond being special.

My name is.......GIFTED?

And I am Gifted

It's no one's fault how

I was born,

and the particular characters

I have to live with...

I'm gifted!

My name is..........TALENTED?

And I have a special talent,

so I might be slower than others

but I manage to finish my task through

I might stutter at times

it may be hard for you to understand my writing

it's yours that's abnormal

it's yours that requires special translation

My name is..........SPECIAL EFFECTS?

Maybe I'm born with side effects

of physical defects

that affects my way of living

I can do what you can do

and still function with less stress of living

You can laugh at me

but when you see me laughing back

the reality is the joke is on you

We are the ones suffering

cause this world is abnormal

and we are THE REAL NORMAL, that was born in it

Did I tell you My Name is..........?

Gifted beyond special

Rebelliously

Educated

To

Abnormal

Ridicule

Determining

Everlasting

Dedication

Who is the retarded one,

me?

or you?

So when I roll in my wheel chair

crutches climbing steep stairs

loud noises sounding everywhere

hearing aids in my ear

eyes completely impaired

I'm still standing here

and I will be standing even when you fall

because I will be somewhere as someone

My name is...........Normal

Gifted beyond being special

So what is your excuse and who has the problem?

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

aka

Twistnwords/WORDS FROM THE SOUL...