INTEREST

I got a crush on you from a mile away
but see I don't want to step to you any kind of way
A flower like you needs a confident man type of approach
originality from the heart when introducing myself
I want to assure my first words are lasting words
that my impression is more than a interview
that I'm a interview man that's into you
See with me
its not about game
though I want to be consider for the draft pick
played as first string
and retire with benefits of endless gratuities of being with you
So don't get me wrong if I say, "can we go out on a DAY"
yeah I said a "DAY"
a date is not enough time
and I want to spend time knowing you, knowing me
and comparing notes
like if you and me can become WE at the end......
of the DAY,
don't doubt my confidence
but even the toughest guys can be the shyest of men
Hell,
Can I get pre-school with you for fun?
send you a note asking questions
with boxes below saying YES, MAYBE, or NO
Give you my number for phone calls
and not for texting
because your voice sooths me in hidden messages
Can I, have a DAY with you
maybe grab a light meal
or walk around and embrace each others aura
while nature shines her best on us
learn each others interest by getting into each others interest
see how many times we can smile at everything
without looking on anything
look but not stare and create our own
facial expressions, "like umm she's fine"
dayum he's fine
talk about the flaws in us
because I can identify from a far
there is good in us.
Lets lay choices on the table to decide
if we can accept or compromise
See I want this to be just right
real nice.
I have an interest in you
more than a crush for you
but from a far, far away view
looking to step to you for a interview
cause I'm so into you

INTEREST....

By LeRoy (TNW) Goetzendanner

NIGHT ENDINGS......

Greeted me with a good by kiss
softer than swallowing Jello topped with whip cream
a touch that only lasted for seconds as it stays on our lips for eternity
we shy about the exchange
smiles turned into brownish complexion of red
it was only a kiss
barely an embrace
just leaning in 60/40
moon illuminating in spot light path
and saying good by with a taste.By LeRoy (TNW) Goetzendanner

TO DEATH DO US PART

I found love that is more eternal than a womb
no boundaries growing with the expansion of the universe
a feeling that overrides your bodies like every disease known
to break down blood cells, immune systems and antibodies
This love could not be broken like the mystery of the big bang
it took longer than Genesis, 7 earth days to make
it takes longer than reparation for lost deaths to break
its my resolution like a cold case
its built on a strong foundation that last longer than mommies
in tombs, still Born's in wombs
and much taller than Everest
and fully together than a liars expressions on face.
I found a beginning with a perfect ending in one life time
and in this life time, I will build my lifetime through lifeline
of my soul mate.
Our love was seeded when we were conceived the day our generations seeds was ejaculated.
If I die before I wake,
when you find the remains of me and my soul mate
you will know we died
Til death do us part, and together is how we stayed!
6000 years later discovered and we still holding like when died that day.

BY LeRoy (TNW) Goetzendanner

FALL........

The wind slowly sings to a moment of cool
wanting to run threw fields and dive into raked piles
laying in orange, red and yellows once greenlooking at the sunlight beam in a lighter radiance
no bugs around,
very little noise, just the leaves dancing to winds
watching how the barks and branches
stand naked with out their summer greens
I become my own shade in dim lighting
its that time of year
comfortable, not really cold
just relaxing.
a little more clothes worn than usual
but I'm cool with the cool
we both just
cooling
and it feels real cool.
this season,
I drop like the leaves
as we fall like the fall to embrace autumn.FALL

By LeRoy(TNW) Goetzendanner

THE MOMENT

She does not want any words at this time
all her ears beg for is sounds that can't be share to the public
No words
clothes being ripped off
as hard kissing smothers breathing mouths
to exhale heavy through noses
crawling up to my waist pending me against the chair
it's no mystery how kissing can turn a mild scenario steamy
she was the giver tonight
no hands may touch her body
this is theft in progress
I was the victim
not saying she works for Nascar
but she was able to change us from
being clothed to stark naked nude in record minutes
we usually play protection like a offensive lines to a quarter back
but her hand,
guided my stand
and insertion was made through slippery slivers at her entrance
the tip made her moan
3 in made her lips smack in wetness
the other five made her bite completely down in skin
she held me right there
absorbing me from inside with the muscle clamping
me responding back in hellos with stem throbbing
her eyes look down on mine
and they burned right through me
she fuck me many times through a blink
as her ride begins
she push my forehead back like Pastor healing the ill
my legs at spread, her legs wrapped around the chair
she mad it painful on purpose
called me all kinds of you MF's Oh Gods, Dayum that D**k
but never once saying my name
I was s stranger she knew from sexing
her liquids disbursing in masses
her grail was also familiar with my pinnacle
all that was here:
was aggressiveness
self satisfaction
dominance to gain
and releasing from both
leaving us both paralyze
with No words
time gets closer
this commencement is reaching graduation
she knows my meters minutes
she worked harder and slower
thrust against me patiently stroking
until her body started shaking
like a hypothermia victim
my release was like high pressure hoses
she threw her body into my face
embedding nails into skin
the sounds she made
can only be heard in third world cities
during cries of death
her mission was complete
our moments of back ups
become temporary validity's in deplete
and she left with no good bye
leaving me naked
in
THE MOMENT

By LeRoy (TNW) Goetzendanner

DON"T MAKE ME CHOOSE

Backed into a corner
I knew
I knew this day would come
late night arguments after coming back
from late nites on stage
silence in two different rooms
when I'm engaged in memorizing todays written page
She said I'm too close to my work
its almost like your cheating on me through words
I read your pieces
not one about me or we
in vocabulary, phrases to languages that are unheard
she said I wont pray with her
but she witnessing me giving thanks to my pen
raising praises to my leather cover hard back
camel complexion notebook(she gave me)
as I smiled in AMENS!

She says I shut her off somedays with my Ipod touch
hoping on night my hands were softly touch...her
my eyes peacefully closed
sometimes smiling
somedays shedding tears
her looking at me with jealousy
cause in heart, she dont want to hear what I want to hear (me)


So she threatened me one day
said she would take my life
my lifes work
place it in a pile
and burn in front of my face
I took on another face
that day(gemini showing colors)
You burn my work
you already killed me
and this will leave you lonely with me still here
So I said,
no,
I told her I love her and I was sincere
but lets makes this perfectly clear
love is love, but there are boundaries passed here
so give me options, dont make me choose

Her reply with tears in her eyes
She said then you must choose
who is going to be your infinite
over being a definite
who do you want to wake up to
to smile too
sleep in embrace too
and die together too

I grasp my pen in sweaty palms
clutching my notebook in my arms
as tears fell to my eyes
and she too begin to cry
Dont make me choose
dont make me cancel this longing
this feeling
dont make me break the very foundation that got us here

You're asking me to choose a love over being in love
my head fell buried in my book
while my tears bubbled against the leather book cover
my first pen, with initials inscribed
are fading from heated palms from sweats
I close my eyes
and prayed to my Lord to save us
I pray loud enough for her to pray for us
silence became out breaths
listening closely
are heart beats communicated for us

I got up to embrace her with pen and notebook in hand
held her tight like the responsibility of her man
slightly moved back
kissed her gently
told her I love her......

Years later, I often think about the last night I saw her
and days, months and years after my spoken words got
stronger
I was a lie living with a truth
lying about who I loved
and who was just a love
I'm sorry I just loved you
You woke me up that night
when you ask me to choose
Since then
my marriage to poetry has kept me happily ever after.

No more choices, just choose happiness!!

POETRY!

By LeRoy Goetzendanner

GLASS BARRIER

 

 

 

 



Only thing between me and love
is the punishment behind reflected glass
where future's are too far away to speak
this very present is baggage of the past

...beyond this clear view
I see you.....love
somewhere out there like flashing signs
neon lights
a messages written in the sky

only thing stopping me from getting to you
is this wall of glass
that stands in my path
that smeers the my finger prints
when I'm reaching to give you my hand

Night dreaming across the streets of nakedness
hoping that the path you are walking now
is being announced by flashing street lights
in codes of directions point my way
that you would only get green light
and turn signals
that will conclude your ride in my space

because,
the only thing between me and love
is the reflection of you
staring back at me
through wall of thick glass.....

By LeRoy Goetzendanner